don't do too much lat work -- without eating a carb infusion bar immediately afterwards

Oh wow. I finally do beleive that when a tree falls in the forest it doesn't make a sound-- even if it blogs. I have come to digest and accept it over the last week but it still huuuuuuuuurts.

None of my twitter friends and only 2 of my facebook friends inquired as to my condition despite some very revealing posts that are still available and that the system won't allow me to delete despite my pleas.


Again, I need to remember that I can't very well count on anyone. This is causing some issues with my liberal friends. I'm in general pretty far left politically and crave and support diversity but ever since this last week and how cold some of my friends were I kind of don't feel too optimistic about Obama anymore. I just meet a lot of Russians in WEHO and they seem bitter and not in shape and I think communism just kind of Petered out. Was that a pun?

Please don't flame me it's just that I got a computer virus today after dealing with no one caring if I lived or died despite really reaching out(see below) and just knowing that there is us guys who surf the internet and those who spend many waking minutes creating computer viruses.

I mean... like, people just don't get along too great in practice. I'm sorry for being so negative -- I think I sprained my lat at the gym and I've been sore(physically).... and the Lunesta stopped working and .....


Whatever. I wonder if that girl who was held captive for 15 years blogged if anyone would come and help her.


Cute guy at gym gave me his number tho and so we'll see. I understand that he's an entrepeneur and that might be great or ... not. He definately is buff and has really succulent cocoa brown eyes. It sucks that he isn't a U.S citizen(Venezuela, I think) and that he is trying to marry the receptionist at our gym ( an awful woman named Lara) but it's not like I can't just play a little...

I'll keep you posted.

russians and straights are getting too numerous at the Abbey no offense

Blogger is so lame. I am not Tarra Slovan. She is only a member of the blogging collective I belong to. But, people can't know that and so they are not going to understand why a hot blooded gay male is named Tarra and maybe even think I'm a drag queen. I am not. Some of my good facebook friends are and I am not one to judge lifestyles but I am a guyish gay guy.

Anyway, went out to day in a mesh tank and cargos and I still was hot. I predict another scorcher. Normally, I'm okay with that as I tend to stay buff but a recent ankle sprain and some carpal tunnel syndrome has thrown a wrench in my workouts and my muscles are just not as large as they should be. I've been too self conscious to wear anything but my oversized sky blue tank. A homeless woman said I looked "hot" but whatever. Let's just say that I haven't needed to buy new lube since Obama was elected. LOL.

So much to gab about and I'm excited to do so at my earliest convenience. Went to the abbey last night and too many girls with high heels and clutch purses for my taste. I enjoy the company of ladies but these ladies were too..... plentiful. Har. I hope I don't get flamed I just want these ladies to know that some of us don't appreciate them taking up so much space.

Had a hayden Panatierre milkshake at that rad 1,000 milkshake shop on S M blvd, and felt so guilty that I purged for the first time in 2 years. The milkshake was as awesome as it's namesake but when I learned it was 876 calories I just stuck my finger down my throat. Never again, I promise.

Thank god for frogurt as I adore cold treats!

Thanks for reading and see ya around!