reassessing my resolutions already

Ohmigod, where is my happy ending?

I was raised to believe that whining is bad and so I've avoided blogging as all I felt capable of was whining or bitching or moaning(in that bad way pLOL) and I so don't want to be percieved as negative. But, my issues are not RESOLVING and I'm starting to think that they never will. I've become everything I hate. THIS SUCKS. Yesterday I got into a fight with my co-blogger Alisa as she thought it was a hoot that tea is never going to catch up to Coffee and she had some idea about this in relation to tea parties and the coffee bean... and tea leaf, and then she told me more of her plans and idea or whatever and I just went ballistic on her and said things that I can't bear repeating.

I offerred to take her to Yogurt Stop today to make up for it but she I bet rather go to the Milkshake place and I can't go there since I blacked out there last weekend. She's not speaking to me anyway so I'm stuck with assumptions.
I was at the Abbey and just trying to celebrate getting a temp job in this economy and the next thing I remember is one of the million milkshake employees saying, " Sir, you need to go." I looked down and saw a full greening reddish shake in a cup, " and grabbed it to go as I was thirsty, and the guy said, "Sir, that's vomit," I was so ashamed I don't even know what shake I'd initially ordered. Early the next morning I remembered that I'd ordered a JayZ shake after having 3 pizzas( pies... I know) at Pizza Rustica and that Liz Taylor was at the Abbey and she didn't look well.

I think I need to check out the 12 step store ln Santa monica Blvd because i am having too many humiliating moments lately. I wonder what they sell there.

Blackberry is ringtoning and the lat attack class at Crunch is at 9. So, I'm outta here. LOL. take care.