reassessing my resolutions already

Ohmigod, where is my happy ending?

I was raised to believe that whining is bad and so I've avoided blogging as all I felt capable of was whining or bitching or moaning(in that bad way pLOL) and I so don't want to be percieved as negative. But, my issues are not RESOLVING and I'm starting to think that they never will. I've become everything I hate. THIS SUCKS. Yesterday I got into a fight with my co-blogger Alisa as she thought it was a hoot that tea is never going to catch up to Coffee and she had some idea about this in relation to tea parties and the coffee bean... and tea leaf, and then she told me more of her plans and idea or whatever and I just went ballistic on her and said things that I can't bear repeating.

I offerred to take her to Yogurt Stop today to make up for it but she I bet rather go to the Milkshake place and I can't go there since I blacked out there last weekend. She's not speaking to me anyway so I'm stuck with assumptions.
I was at the Abbey and just trying to celebrate getting a temp job in this economy and the next thing I remember is one of the million milkshake employees saying, " Sir, you need to go." I looked down and saw a full greening reddish shake in a cup, " and grabbed it to go as I was thirsty, and the guy said, "Sir, that's vomit," I was so ashamed I don't even know what shake I'd initially ordered. Early the next morning I remembered that I'd ordered a JayZ shake after having 3 pizzas( pies... I know) at Pizza Rustica and that Liz Taylor was at the Abbey and she didn't look well.

I think I need to check out the 12 step store ln Santa monica Blvd because i am having too many humiliating moments lately. I wonder what they sell there.

Blackberry is ringtoning and the lat attack class at Crunch is at 9. So, I'm outta here. LOL. take care.

Gotta love gaucamole

Feels really quiet in here. I think my template is causing that feeling or the color or whatnot. The profile that is showing up is not mine but a part of the bloggin collective I've joined and so remember I am a gay man and not tarra slovan AT All.
She's great, don't get me wrong. But, she isn't me and we need to work that problem out ASAP.

Feels good to be a gay guy today. Feels real good that I worked my pecs and now it's tank top weather all the waaaaaaaaaay.

Lots of toned and willing butts on the boulevard and appetizers are being served. I have a craving for jalepeno poppers that is INSANE.

Going to the Abbey at like 3 pm for a cocktail. Hoping that I can make a connection as I have been an all work and no play boy. boo hoo. I'll be fine.

Not quite sure if a bloody mary or a mojito. Either way, I'm hoping that my new religion jeans hug my butt just right and that these new religion jeans I got at Ross are not last season.


I feel as if I should review some establishments in WEHO as was the premise of this blog--- Sooo, I'm going to talk about the really amazing nachos I had at fiesta cantina and how LOADED they were. Just full to bursting with melted cheese and fresh and spicy beef and an otherwordly gaucamole. My friend ordered the taquito platter and he wasn't dissapointed. He offered me one but I didn't want to get too distracted with other opinions so I declined.

It's a litte rough to write food and establishment reviews as a newbie and I hope that my viewpoints are respected. But, I understand that I don't have a degree in restaurants and when I call gaucamole "otherworldY' I'm not quite sure I have the authority. I just know that I have a feel for whats fun and what's yummy and hope to share that with as many people that is possible.

Ok, I'm going to shave my chest and hope for at least a hook up.
If you are at the Abbey today say HI.

Also there is a twelve step store on santa monica boulevard and thank go I don't have to go there but I just want to say... You don't have to be an alcoholic to make ammends and you don't have to be a drunk to realize that "Letting go and letting god" is the way to go. I didn't make that up that comes from the wooman who manages this blog. I think her name is some form of Lisa but I am just spacing it right now.


My cell is buzzing.

Ciao